Lately life is fast and hitting me hard...but as i stand in place, close my eyes, and focus on nothing but the music spitting from the speakers on my small but appreciated TV I can almost believe I'm happy. That time isn't inevitably moving forward, leaving me in the dust, dazed and confused...wondering what can I do or what do I have to do to be happy. So for now I stand silent, listening to the notes carrying my worry away and I pretend that you're here now, not in my confusing, unknowing future...for that brief moment i can be happy.